Friday/saturday off turned out to be pretty cool. Went out for one of my best friends birthdays and she and my other best friend totally ended up hitting on each other.
They are now in my kitchen eating face. Edd is in bed. I’m in the garden drinking rum….
Yay for Saturday.
“Forget stardust—you are iron. Your blood is nothing but ferrous liquid. When you bleed, you reek of rust. It is iron that fills your heart and sits in your veins. And what is iron, really, unless it’s forged?
If there’s one thing I’ve learnt over the last couple of years it’s that people always leave. Whether by choice or not that’s just life. You’ll be ok. You’ll pick yourself back up and keep going because that’s just how this works. It’ll be hard at first, sure.
But you survive because you have to.
Take a breath. Breathe out. Move on. You’ve got this.
“Sometimes you end up never speaking to someone who meant the world to you again. And that’s okay. You cope and you survive. Don’t let your losses keep you back from new gains.”—I wish someone had told me this when I was hurting, y.g. (via realdwntomars)
“I hope you fall in love
With someone who always texts back and never lets
You fall asleep thinking you’re
I hope you fall in love with someone
Who holds your hand during the scary parts of
Horror movies and burns
Cookies with you when you’re
Too busy dancing around the
I hope you fall in love with
Someone who sees galaxies in your eyes
And hears music in your
I hope you fall in love with someone who
Tickles you and makes you smile
On hard days and on easy
But beyond all that I hope
You fall in love with someone
Who will never leave you behind
And who will never take you
For granted, someone who
Will stand by you when you’re
Right and stand by you
When you’re wrong,
Someone who has seen you at your worst
And has loved you
I hope you fall in love
With someone who
Kisses you in the rain
And hugs you in the cold and
Wouldn’t have you any other
And when you choose a life partner, you’re choosing a lot of things, including your parenting partner and someone who will deeply influence your children, your eating companion for about 20,000 meals, your travel companion for about 100 vacations, your primary leisure time and retirement friend, your career therapist, and someone whose day you’ll hear about 18,000 times.
“I think about dying but I dont want to die. Not even close. In fact my problem is the complete opposite. I want to live, I want to escape. I feel trapped and bored and claustrophobic. There’s so much to see and so much to do but I somehow still find myself doing nothing at all. I’m still here in this metaphorical bubble of existence and I can’t quite figure out what the hell I’m doing or how to get out of it.”—Matty Healy (via fallingforthematty)
“I know we decided to pretend
there’s nothing here, but aren’t
your hands screaming at you?
Aren’t your lungs dragging
their feet? Mine are. We have
everything in front of us for
a great something, but instead
we’re choosing nothing. My
whole body knows it’s wrong.
My whole body wants to stop
pretending not to want you.”—Rebeka Anne, I woke up and couldn’t remember why we’re not together (via anneisrestless)